The prosecution entered the suicide note into evidence this afternoon during their rebuttal to the defense's case. The note read in part::
Cynthia Marie,HUFFINGTON POSTAs you get this letter, this should be no surprise that I have decided to leave the earth, because I need to be with Caylee Marie.I cannot keep on going because it should be me that is gone from this earth, not her.I have lived many years, I am satisfied with my decision because I have never been the man you, Lee, Casey & especially Caylee Marie deserved.ADVERTISEMENTI have never been the man any of you could count on. I have always let each of you down in more ways then I could remember. I do not feel sorry for myself, I am just sorry I burden all of you the way I have.My loss of life is meaningless. ... I cannot be strong anymore. Caylee Marie, our granddaughter, I miss her, I miss her so much. I know you do too. You were always the one that provided for her. What did I provide?I blame myself for her being gone! You know for months, as a matter of fact, for a year or so I brought stuff up, only to be told not to be negative. ... I sit here, falling apart, because I should have done more. She was so close to home, why was she there? Who placed her there? Why is she gone? Why? For months, you & I, especially you always questioned, why?I want this to go away for Casey! What happened? Why could she not come to us? Especially you, why not Lee?Who is involved with this stuff for Caylee?I am going [crazy] because I want to go after these people Casey hung with prior to Caylee being gone.That is why I got that gun. I wanted to scare these people. You know! They know more than they have stated. You cannot sugar coat, kidglove these people. They need hard knocks to get info from.Sure that will not bring Caylee Marie back, but was Casey threatened? You know, Casey does not deserve to be where she is!I miss her, I miss her so much. I am worried for her. Her personal safety is always on my mind. ... I cannot function knowing our granddaughter is gone. Caylee Marie never had a chance to grow. ... I have taken what meds was given to me with alcohol & I am ready to give up.As I can tell by my writing & thinking I am getting very stupid. Wow, what a word STUPID. Yes, I am. Again, I do not feel sorry for myself, but yes I am STUPID. Cannot deal with stuff anymore. The loss of Caylee Marie. The loss of Casey. The loss of us, Cynthia Marie, the meds, I am ready.Saying good bye, please understand it is for the best. I do not deserve life anymore. Anymore us. ... You know I never got to say good bye. I am at this place & all is getting fuzzy & my writing is all over the place. I love you, I love you, I hope you get to see Casey soon.All the people we met, wow the writing is getting weird, I love you, I am sorry - I will take care of Caylee - once I get to God. ... I am so tired, at least I shaved today, Wow - I'm tripping out, I am sorry. I love you - Cynthia Marie. Caylee here I come.
3 comments:
how heartbreaking how raw and how very telling , this man loved his family all of them and casey and the defense should feel lower than low they all knew what this letter said THAMK YOU Dufense for making sure this letter got in IF anybody had any doubts about Mr Anthonys involvement you should not anymore unless you really are an idiot or you just really want that troll set free, see you can not prove a lie thats why there really was no defense just horrible terrible accusation that they already knew were not true the Judge Perry said it best a trial is suppose to be a search for the truth well one true is so crystal clear the defense team are liars just like their scum client and casey so cold cold and so cruel im sure poor caylee suffered horribly at your hands i would say i hope your tormented every night but a cold heartless B like you sleeps well as you have no conscience- truly truly EVIL
apologize for some typos in my comment , just so passionate about this tragic senseless crime i can barely type correctly
Sorry to tell you all but whom ever posted this did not post everything in the note..here is some of what was not posted here - he states in the "suicide letter" after talking about how wonderful Mallory is and for her to take care of Lee and Cindy then he states: Getting back to why I can not live anymore: - Which seems really odd he would put that in a "SUICIDE LETTER"? as if he wanted to MAKE SURE you all get the fact that he is going to ATTEMPT suicide do you hear him?!!- really? and here is another few sentences he writes - I sit here empty inside for her. For you, for us. Jose keeps calling.
Yes, you deserve more & you will have freedom to enjoy what you deserve. - Where does the statement "Jose keeps calling.* fit in a suicide letter??? seriously? I can NOT believe anyone would take this seriously.....plus if you are truely going to take your own life you are NOT going to text EVERYONE and let them know nor are you gonna text your mistress "I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE" when your planning on NOT having a life anymore....seriously this is a joke...a ploy he did so that when this time came he would be covered and clear of being looked upon as a suspect! but unfortunately George it didn't work 100% cause there are those of us out here that see right thru YOU! SICK......enough said...
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